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Thursday, September 02, 2004
yay!! praise God! i'm still alive! but not this bloggg!
i'm thinking of abandoning it for gd.......................
anw, hrm.. my blogging feelin is kinda stagnant. for quite some time already.
but doesn't mean tt when i dun blog, my memories are lost.
they're all kept secretly in my heart.
so far, God's good. though work is a lil mundane, the mini daily perks and querky customers get me by. little by little one step @ a time. He's changing my heart n renewing my mind. Teaching me how to be patient and kind. Little by little one step @ a time!
somehow, i dun like the idea of peeps noeing wads on me mind.
so, Ciaoz!
yayyyyyyy.... GOD Is GoOd! aLL the TIME!!!!!!
love ya dudee!! =p p
Posted at 02:49 am by mandeeee
Friday, June 18, 2004
and all the walls come falling down
as all the nations pray
and all the world will hear this shout
can u hear the sound of faith...
man, i nid loads of faith to pull me thru work...
i haven't begun working yet, just training...
learning a totally new language of amadeus
thank God for the "slow" pace of learning coz i realised tt if it were to be any faster, i'd lose my way
i think i'm gonna start pickin up real calls by next monday
challenging? hrm -shrugs- have yet to find out..
leaving it all to Jesus.
must say, a gd thing abt work's tt it's next 2 hong lim mrkt with loadsa gd food.. waiting to try the crayfish ipoh horfun man.. always damn long Q... some day
really missing my hols..
missing the days i can wake up at noon, play comp games, slack, talk on the phone endlessly with u, hafing afternoon naps.
guess my lifestyle is gonna change... but not my life...neither will my heart.
realise how precious my weekends are now tt wkdays r totally occupied with chan brothers. tsk. kns.
with my lil' inferior desk at the corner of the room, most of the time, i'll spend it with Jesus, getting him to handle the customers for me...
how i wish i can paste up wadever i want at my desk, but i can't coz it might not be permanent =[
oh well.
cheers! it's one more day till the week end arrives...
let's have a rollin' good timeeeeeee
Posted at 12:09 am by mandeeee
Tuesday, June 01, 2004
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH IT'S JUNE ALREADY!!!!!!!!!!!!
i can't believe it.. time flies so fast!!!!!
my attachment is gonna start soon
!!!
jesuS JESUS JESUS!!!!!!!!!!!!
i'm not feeling too perfect today.
when i swallow, my throat hurts, got a feeling i've got ulcer at the back of my tongue.
but it's ok. Jesus' blood never fails me.
i will get healed in Jesus' name. i am healed!!
emmm i watched Shrek 2 with my sis, daniel and drizzle yesterday at cine..
boy was it a hilarious movie!
pinochio wears pink thongs!!!! hahaha
it's kinda adultish leh the cartoon... but interesting twists... =]
we had a gd paSta maNia lunch too.... thank u kaima for blessing us!!
tmr i'm going for the hillsong conference with ed..
loooking forward to a blessed time!!!
hrm i'm gonna go take more water to drink now...
ciaoz!!
Posted at 01:48 pm by mandeeee
Tuesday, May 18, 2004
hi good evening..
i had a great week end... =]
friday was BS.. before dat went walking around town with elicia...
enjoyed chatting with her man... though we didn't get anything else except food, i had a blessed time with her... someone bursting full of God's word and interesting stuff to talk about.
realised sumthing.. we were both from teenzeal, now in campus, hospi, TP and ldrship tght..
definately not a coincidence =]
at BS, pastor followed his teaching about Leviticus about LAw...
about husbands' words overuling the words of their wives
adam & eve/ jacob, leah and rachel..
Jesus cancelling the vows of his bride on the cross.. " father forgive them for they know not wad they are saying"
i know i was blessed by it.. =]
saturday. =]]
met ed at pasir ris... every week he just looks one size smaller...
yea dude u do..
campus wad quite good... refreshing...~!
after campus went for supper with ed and jiamin at newton..
*burp* i can still recall how awfully full i felt..
the view from mount faber was beautiful dat night...
everything else was beautiful too.... it was a surprise
tt was indeed the best time i spent with ed in the week end...
wang wang pao pao guo dong zhen de hui shen qi!
sundae.
3rd service, cartel and shopping dat wasn't exactly fruitful but at least time spent tght =]
we had a super filling dinner dat day...baked macaroni, hawaian pork chop, choc cake, blush, cartellina.... *burp*
monday.
off to shoppinggg at town...
after ending it at queensway, we had meatballs n wings and ikea..
den back to tiong bahru to pack his bag for a new week on another island.
it was a teary temporal good bye at pasir ris.
it's puzzling how un-used i am to the good byes even though a month has passed..
anw it'll be only 4 more days till i see ed again...
tuesday.
TODAY. i slept till 1230pm.. hahahahaha..
and after gg to buy lunch for mum and sis,
i went for a nap for 2 hrs.. now i'm gonna bathe after this blog entry to meet mel and ian for dinner at chomp chomp! hope zixi can meet us tooooooo....
i had a great week end with ed.
we had great food. great laughs. great fun.
i miss those days when we'd be so free and could go out whenever we wanted to.
hehe dis week he took mc and returned only on monday evening.
i pray dat our memories spending time tght will be sealed in Jesus' name.
i wanna remember all the things we've been through tght, experienced tght, went tght and enjoyed tght...
i treasure everything we have together in the past, present and future.
yes, we'll have a future tght, tght with Jesus
Posted at 08:13 pm by mandeeee
Monday, May 10, 2004
you are my desire
everytime i'm weak i run to you
you're my hiding place
and my comfort
my refuge and my fortress
lord i need your mercy
lord i need your grace to see me through
everytime i'm hurt i will run to you
let me dwell in your secret place
let your presence fall on me
let your spirit fall like rain
let me be refreshed
let me be restored
only you can heal me lord
let your presence fall on me
let your spirit fall like rain
let me be refreshed
let me be restored
only you can really heal my heart oh lord...
this song brings back memories...
to the gd ol' days of tpcg under kenneth
say it 4 times, believe it once
Posted at 12:10 pm by mandeeee
Friday, May 07, 2004
no supp papers~~~!! praise God!!
praise the Lordd praise the Lorrddd let the earth hear His voice~!
yayyy i've got no supp papers!! received the msg 2 hrs ago but only got the impact now... hahaha
anw i got ..
Saffron= A
Arts= B+
POM= B
Acct= C+
MEIT= C
considering the last minute studying i did, these grades are totally by God's grace!! esp MEIT..... coursework= 60% and for this component my prjt merely passed on the dot... got like 31.5/60,a confirmed C.. thank God the exam didn't pull the grade further down to a D or E or F or G... hehe... i'm so happy i've got no supp papersss!! and even more glad dat i've got an A! miracle semester with supernatural results... thank U Jesus... though others may do better den me, no comparison coz i live not by others' standards.... only by God's grace!!
hrm for the past week, most of the time i was at home slacking... managed to catch LOTR 1 & 2 at home.. post an auction to sell away my 2 female hammies.... went for regan's BBQ with the cg- had lotsa fun there! really enjoyed myself =).... hrm wad else did i do?? -shrugs-
i duno. time passes really fast... i'm always lookin forward to weekends.. coz dat's when ed's outta tekong! wohooo.... thank God for technology tt connects... hehe...
ok i'm hungry now.. gonna haf my dinner.. followed by some Ben & Jerry's ice-creammm! my first time trying.. yayyy.. and also some campbell clam chowder... yUmmY yUmmY YuMmy!!
Posted at 06:51 pm by mandeeee
Tuesday, May 04, 2004
sigh, today's an aimless tuesday... i'm home.
it's hot out there... ain't got no plans today...
just sitting around, watching my hammies, listening to the tv, playing insanaquarium
oh ya.. this game rocks! www.popcap.com... insanaquarium.. =]]
tmr reagan's giving the cg a treat at his family chalet!
i'm looking forward to some fun man...
free from my boredom at homee....!
i guess ed's absence is very evidently afFectinG in my life... coz dere isn't anyone i can go to whenever i feel like, except God..
realised something... whenever we're in love, wad we see in the other party, is actually wad God really is.. i'm referring to all the good bits... abt Him being there for us, feeling secure with Him around, Him anticipating your needs, feeling His love for ya... all these, its a reflection of God's love for us... and in fact, God's love can't be compared to man's love... and if we are already so overwhelmed by our bf/gf's love for us, how much more is God's unconditional love for us... something we often fail to even realise is around embracing us.... sigh, man fails, but God never! that's why God is always soooo good...! =] Jesus' love rox~*~*~*
sometimes, i feel like hanging out with certain friends,
but inside me there's this uncertainty about how our day would be together...
sometimes, there really isn't anything to talk about... that's when i start to wonder if there are changes in our friendships... i dun kinda like it when there isn't anything to talk about... not tt i wanna chatter 24-7... but just wanna have tt connection somewhere.... i guess people change.... maybe i have too... -shrugs-
met papa and auntie on sunday... had a great time together over dinner and at their place =]
we had this chicken rice feast somewhere near their place...
i miss him... his tummy has grown bigger... haha...
i miss him loads... his life as a chef has so much to learn from... if only he'd be with me growing up, i'd be the next best chef in the hse! he's been to so many countries... if only we could travel together... one day, God will see us through it all... and i want him to be at my wedding... pray tt mummy's heart will be supernaturally softened... i dun mind the changes tt have occured, everything happens for a reason, a progressive reason. and i believe God has the best plan for our lives.... no shortchanging His children! =]
guess i'll be trying out medal of honour now...
have fun!
i wanna go cartel soon....... with sarah and xi and mel and nana
perhaps meet up me cousins tooo.. cousins' outing!!
in the mean time, i'm taking it day by day..................
i miss u. Posted at 02:05 pm by mandeeee
Wednesday, April 28, 2004
Let's start all over again...........
*YAWN* wad a long sleep a had...
hahha.. it's been more than a month since i updated this blog of mine...
honestly, not the least bothered about the stagnant entries...
anw no one reads it too coz i keep changing the url...
hrm maybe now i shall keep it as it is for the time being
aiya i dun haf the habit of spreading the name of my blog.... it's like -_-"
aren't blogs meant to be like a soliloquy? is tt the way to spell?
hrm.... perhaps this blog of mine wun be the 100% honest one.... God noes who reads it..........
ok. made up my mind.
this blog will just be a place to record events in my life... major events.... or memorable events...
period.
and imagestation sux... look at all my images tt are gone!! it's so lousyyyyyyyyyyyyyy
hurray to webshots.
oh ya, anw the hols are here... hrm nothing exactly planned...
but well, just wanna spend time with me frens.. quality time...
let's see.. maybe i should haf a list of things to accomplish this hols!
1. wanna go to sentosa,
2. sit at cafes eating cheese cakes,
3. go to the esplanade,
4. go ikea,
5. do some craft for peeps,
6. pack my room,
7. study about TOURISM, prep for Chan brothers
8. clear my cupboard
9. burn my notes
10. haf a all-girls CG outing~
11. go IKEA
12. visit Flo-O & Ti @ ed
well, that's all for now i guess..... aiya this blogging thing is crappp when u can't be honest... haha..
wad am i talking about... oh well... maybe another day when my mood is better for a blogging gd time. till then, God bLess ya all invisible pple reading this! =]] Posted at 01:47 pm by mandeeee
Tuesday, March 16, 2004
chocolates r siNfUL.........
13th March 2004
beach day was awesome. an experience i never had before. if there'd be something radical i ever did this century, this would be it. Praise n Worship Under the Stars in heavy rain with lightning above my head... hahha.. i will never forget how it felt to be with all tt dark night... when we were oblivious to our surroundings and only concious of one thing. Jesus. and praising Him! it was literally, to me, standing firm in our faith... majority of us didn't budge though the rain was pouring like mad, though the thunders roared. until instructions were given to take shelter... all of us were soaking wet in the rain, but after tt night, we dried up. It was God's love and His miracle that left an unremovable stain on all of us present when we got drenched in His presence...
thank God for the gd weather in the day tt allowed us to enjoy the games. somehow, after playing games this time round, the dread i used to have has diminished. no longer do i feel that self-conciousness whenever we played mass games. i've changed my mind about certain stuffs. i just want me, and the cg to have fun =] and we did! letting loose on that hot sunny day paid off real well.. doesn't matter if we won or lost the games, neither if we had gotten some prizes. it's most impt tt the team takes the opportunity to gel and have fun tght...! yea.. tt's the way it IS! =] cheering is fun too =]
i wish for another Beach Day... most of all another radical P&W session! praise God one is coming up real soon =] Thank U Jesus... for Ur love tt roCks! hehe....
just noe deep in my heart tt the lives of those who went for Beach Day will be radically changed. and their miracles have already started to begin =]
~*~*~*~*~*~*~*
Posted at 12:22 am by mandeeee
Thursday, March 04, 2004
I want to sing until i am lost in Your love
Till i am found in Your presence
Worshipping before Your throne
Filled by Your spirit, entering into Your flow
How precious this moment, Lord i want You to know
It's You, You who have won my heart
Taken me into Your arms
Comforted me like a friend
Your love, surrounded me from the start
I never want to be apart
From You ever again
>>> my baby hammies look like lil mouldy peanuts, super adorable.. i love them..but the love for them can't compare to His love for me and his love for me<<<
Posted at 11:40 pm by mandeeee
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