the beloved black bundle of joy left me to be with the Lord..
Hei Hei left peacefully in the warmth of my hands...
i'll always remember ...
how delightful i was when i first saw u and xiao bai on my 18th b'dae..
how prim shiny and smooth ur black coat is...
how cute u look whenever u drink from ya bottle with ya eyes closed...
how greedy u are when u get a whiff of fresh vegetable...
how i secretly let u crawl on the floor and couch without letting mummy noe...
how u'd hang in a suicidal position at the top of ya cage with ya head hanging down...
how u'd curl up at the bottom of ya ladder, wake up wif a shock when i disturbed u and take a whiff outta that hole with ya tiny lil' pink nose...
how u had ur feet stuck once between the cage bars and was whining in pain when i rushed to rescue my lil' baby...
how i saw mummy hafing so much fun cleaning ur cage while u charged at the long metal spoon..
when i brought u to my family chalet coz we considered u part of our family... and u escaped outta ya cage when mummy was cleaning it in the morning, causing me to jump from my bed and run to ya...
how u crawled on my hand stealthily only to get me sharp bites within 10 secs...
how i'd wake up in the middle of the nights to see u running like crazy on the wheel as though feeling u had to lose weight...
how i brought ya to ed's place to visit xiaobai =]
how u ate cabbage so hungrily tt even when u fell flat on ur back u still continued lying down to eat...
how u'll never fail to run into my room whenever we placed u in ur mobile ball, and how ur ball would get trapped either under the couch or among the wires outside my room...
how u'd stretch ur paws to push the bedding away from ya corner to sleep on a clean area...
how u entered ur new hse when i first bought it- thru the window and not the door =/
how my sis never dared to carry u, but only wanted to stroke u and play with ur tail while i did...
how ur butt looked kinda big and bulky suddenly. we realised u had grown into a man...
how i gave ya water baths and u shrank by 50%...i knew u hated water..but i loved the wet look...
last but not least... i remember the last day of ur life the most
when i came home halfway thru 1st service, i saw u at ur suicidal spot breathing heavily.. sis was crying till her eyes were puffy... said u were dying...i didn't wanna believe..
when i touched ur feet and tail, u slid all the way down..and lay flat on the floor still breathing heavily.. decided to bring u to the vet tt very morning... off we went tght wif ed... at the vet, he took some carrot bits outta ya mouth... poured some eyedrops over ya tightly shut eyes... and fed ya glucose drops... why didn't i realise he didn't prescribe any medication for ya heavy breathing...
den after the visit, i went home with a lighter heart, with all tt faith in my heart tt u won't die... that afternoon went on per normal... had so much assurance u were in safe Hands... realised i forgot the doctor's advice to "keep u warm"... i left for my prjt w/o u... rushed home within 3 hrs.. u must haf felt the chill of the evening rain... u were still breathing when i came home. but at 8.30, i picked up ur frail body in my hands... and cuddle u with ur back lying down... after a few drops of glucose, i heard u whimpering... den ur fragile head tilted to the left... out flowed yellow liquid.. and u took ur last breath... in my hands... tried means and ways to wake u up from ur sleep... but it was too late...
i'll always love u baby... u're my first most beloved pet i've ever had...
the tears of sadness are for the loss of the bundle of joy i've always adored in my life...
how cute u look whenever u drink from ya bottle with ya eyes closed...
how greedy u are when u get a whiff of fresh vegetable...
how i secretly let u crawl on the floor and couch without letting mummy noe...
how u'd hang in a suicidal position at the top of ya cage with ya head hanging down...
how u'd curl up at the bottom of ya ladder, wake up wif a shock when i disturbed u and take a whiff outta that hole with ya tiny lil' pink nose...
how u had ur feet stuck once between the cage bars and was whining in pain when i rushed to rescue my lil' baby...
how i saw mummy hafing so much fun cleaning ur cage while u charged at the long metal spoon..
when i brought u to my family chalet coz we considered u part of our family... and u escaped outta ya cage when mummy was cleaning it in the morning, causing me to jump from my bed and run to ya...
how u crawled on my hand stealthily only to get me sharp bites within 10 secs...
how i'd wake up in the middle of the nights to see u running like crazy on the wheel as though feeling u had to lose weight...
how i brought ya to ed's place to visit xiaobai =]
how u ate cabbage so hungrily tt even when u fell flat on ur back u still continued lying down to eat...
how u'll never fail to run into my room whenever we placed u in ur mobile ball, and how ur ball would get trapped either under the couch or among the wires outside my room...
how u'd stretch ur paws to push the bedding away from ya corner to sleep on a clean area...
how u entered ur new hse when i first bought it- thru the window and not the door =/
how my sis never dared to carry u, but only wanted to stroke u and play with ur tail while i did...
how ur butt looked kinda big and bulky suddenly. we realised u had grown into a man...
how i gave ya water baths and u shrank by 50%...i knew u hated water..but i loved the wet look...
last but not least... i remember the last day of ur life the most
when i came home halfway thru 1st service, i saw u at ur suicidal spot breathing heavily.. sis was crying till her eyes were puffy... said u were dying...i didn't wanna believe..
when i touched ur feet and tail, u slid all the way down..and lay flat on the floor still breathing heavily.. decided to bring u to the vet tt very morning... off we went tght wif ed... at the vet, he took some carrot bits outta ya mouth... poured some eyedrops over ya tightly shut eyes... and fed ya glucose drops... why didn't i realise he didn't prescribe any medication for ya heavy breathing...
den after the visit, i went home with a lighter heart, with all tt faith in my heart tt u won't die... that afternoon went on per normal... had so much assurance u were in safe Hands... realised i forgot the doctor's advice to "keep u warm"... i left for my prjt w/o u... rushed home within 3 hrs.. u must haf felt the chill of the evening rain... u were still breathing when i came home. but at 8.30, i picked up ur frail body in my hands... and cuddle u with ur back lying down... after a few drops of glucose, i heard u whimpering... den ur fragile head tilted to the left... out flowed yellow liquid.. and u took ur last breath... in my hands... tried means and ways to wake u up from ur sleep... but it was too late...
i'll always love u baby... u're my first most beloved pet i've ever had...
the tears of sadness are for the loss of the bundle of joy i've always adored in my life...